Thursday, August 31, 2006
Happy Birthday Mummy!!
I've heard many stories about woman/girls who began appreciating the presence of their mother after giving birth to their own children or when their mother is terminally ill and sadly to some when their mother have passed away...
But for me, i'm a lucky girl... My eyes are open to see the love and care that she's been showering on me. Do trust me, i only realized this about a few months ago. =)
Ok, i'm not some kind of a rebel or wild child.. Neither to the extreme of shouting or hurting her! I'm like those normal teenager who ALWAYS think that my mother do not love me.. Or she love my brothers more.. To the point of labelling her Bias!! Hah... Sounds familiar? Well maybe all of us will go thru tat kind of phase n will soon outgrow it..
Dearest Ibu, I love you...
Many times i promise u tat i'll be a very good daughter (check all the mothers day n birthday cards)... But i always break my promises! At times i hurt ur feelings by saying some nasty words n at times i do things u dun want me to do... I never understand why u have sooo many restrictions on me! But Ibu, now i do...
This past few months i've seen u worked so hard to make my dreams come true... Those actions which may not seem so significant to you but it is for me.. I think i can never forget the day u waited for me for hours outside the US embassy under the hot sun. N even wen i let u down, u were so positive n told me not to give up. I nearly cried on the way back to work! Other instances like no matter how badly i do for my exams (Which is rare!! hehe..), u are still proud of me! And now u send me away even though we couldn't afford it... U send me here, because u want me to have a better life than you! You want me to experience soemthing new and most importantly because you knew that this was the best for me.. Mother's instict can never go wrong!! N i also know u love me because you gave me a memorable 20th birthday party... That scrap book is a treasure to me now!
So on this happy occasion i just want to let you know how much i appreciate you as my mother.. I would not ask for anyone to replace you! You brought me up well n i can never thank you enough.. I love you ibu n i always will! Thank you for the guidance and the new set of trust you have for me...Now i won't just promise to be a good girl but to promise you tat i will never let u down... May Allah bless you with all the wonderful things in life (like me!! hehe) I can't wait to see you in a year time... Thanks for calling me regularly! I really miss u alot... Take good care of yourself ya... Love me more too okie! hehe...
Hugs n kisses from ur one and only sexy baby girl... hehe!
PS(Do you like the flowers? were u surprise? haha..)
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