Thursday, September 28, 2006
ArGhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
This must be the worse day of my life...
I Just lost my first diamond ring....
Not one ring but 2 very special rings...
How stupid can i be?
Oh gosh how can i ever forgive myself?
N it was a special gift from a special somebody....
I'm Super Mad n Disappointed in myself...
I knew this was gonna happen n i tot i was super careful abt it...
I never take off the rings unless wen i ambil air wudhu or washing those greasy pots n pans!
Erghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
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Well all this happened last nite at Masjid Champion.. It was suppose to be a happy occasion ok, to buka with people other than aunty G n to hear the adzan for the first time.. It was my first time visiting tat masjid too.. The journey took us abt an hour n we kinda lost our way.. I was like thinking, "o dear, we are gonna buka in the car". But we manage to find our way by asking around.. Oh, sungguh kecoh wen i see my kind of ppl.. I mean those makcik makciks! I tink i've not been around those kecoh environment since my birthday.. Haha! Felt a sense of belonging.. Woman in tudung, speaking my language.. at least these ppl know where is Singapore! They even know clementi, woodlands, CCK.. hahaha...
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Makan? Dun say la, u shld see how i look wen i see the buffet.. I'm practically smiling frm ear to ear.. Nasi minyak, ayam masak merah, daging curry, roti naan, bermacam macam kuih n many others.. Gosh! If i can drive, i tink i'll buka at the masjid everyday la... hehe..
To hear the adzan... Haiiiiii! I do feel like crying... I can't explain the feeling la! U knoe everyday wen i buka at home, i will look at 3 different clocks. Let say maghrib is 7.16.. I'll wait for at least 2 clocks to show tat time b4 i start eating. even den, i like tinking "nak makan ke tak nak?".. Susah u know! N sometimes, i can get so emo wen i eat my sahur or buka.. Tinking abt the ppl back home, sembahyang terawih (i actually miss it!! hehe..), the bazaar at CWP n Bukit Batok, the food tat nenek will cook, sitting ard the table anticipating the adzan with my family, buka with frens outside, the exchange of food with orang belakang, seeing him in his baju kurung... Haiz!! I MISS ALL OF IT!! U get wad i mean rite? I'm having a rough time here at this time of the month.. I'm not even tinking abt Raya! I tink i'll cry n throw a fit on the ground.. =) We'll save the Raya story another day ok.. Takde mood la! Now already feel like crying...
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Hey wait a min... I'm suppose to tell u abt my ring...
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Ok, i only realised tat both rings was missing halfway home! I was panicking in the car n aunty G told me to try tink back wen i could have possibly took off those rings! Hmmm.. I clearly remember seeing those rings on my finger after the prayers.. Ermmm, maybe the babies tat i was carrying took it off.. Nah! Maybe while i was salaming the womans.. Nah! Or maybe wen i was eating? But yana makan pakai tangan kanan ape... OR MAYBE I TOOK IT OFF WHILE PUTTING ON MY HAND SANITIZER! SHIT... I can't remember la! The bottom line is i lost my ring... I'm pathetic.. Maybe it's fated! But i'm slightly glad tat i lose it in the masjid den anywhere else.. Mungkin bukan rezeki yana!!Whoever found those rings is pretty lucky.. It's 300 bucks ok.. Worst still!! It's a gift n it symbolizes something...
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But on the brighter side of things, tat person is not mad at me.. He forgive me! See, understanding kan? hehe.. Whew! I'm super lucky.. Maybe he's a little upset but i know he will still love me la.. hehe! If dun love also nevermind, i just have to shout "NEXT!!". hahahah.. Kidding ok!! But now i have to face somebody else.. N tat person will be SUPER MAD at me.. Confirm de!! Who else but My IBU n nenek la.. Ermmm Ibu if u read this, pls know tat i love u ok!! hehe.. I dun dare to tell u on the phone la.. I know u'll screech at me.. =) Sudah takdir ibu.. hehe..
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I wasn't in a good mood today! My hand felt bare.. For 5 years, i have a ring on tat tiny finger n now it's feeling naked.. Of all ppl, Amy noticed the missing ring first.. She was like "Miss Lian, where's ur ring? Do u want to borrow my ring?" (It's a pink plastic diamond ring n the other a superman ring!!) Haiz... Takde mood nak ajar diorang!
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So tats the story la... Panjang kan? Sorry... Sometimes my mouth just can't stop talking!
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Adios..
(saying goodbye with a Super Sulky face!!)